i’m so blank…

i knew it…

my brain would be so ’sabaw’ today which makes it so difficult to start a five-page paper. Once in a while - if I don’t have anything to write (mind you, i haven’t written a single word yet) - i would go to google and drool over those DSLRs. I’m still trying to be the ‘artist’ that I want to be that’s why ifever I will not be a musician, I guess I’ll take photography instead.

Aaaaaaarrghh! sounds desperate ne? I mean, i love photos, i appreciate great photos that’s why i would love to take great photos as well. But in the meantime, i’ll concentrate on my guitar lessons, i’m learning how to read the notes and I’m slowly learning, throwing away the things I’ve learned by myself when I started playing guitar.

I don’t even know if  i have the artistic sense…that’s why i kept saying over and over again that i’ll challenge my crappy Aiptek camera to produce great photos, without editing or paintbrushing! I’ll do that for now and try to maneuver the settings of the damn thing. i looked at some of the photos and i think some of them esp. nature photos, turned out pretty good. I need a miracle…

really…at this point in my life, i admit i’m just working for the money to be able to carry out my so-called ‘artistic ambitions’ and i’m still hoping that i could meet the people who can motivate me to bring out that ‘artistic sense’ and be the real dork that i only show to a few people. hehehe…i really need to go back to the paper.

ciao! outie:

jevay \m/

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