my mind is filled with images of…

…virtual car racing

…Ronnie Winter

…me as a film director

…me as a bum

the end of the first chapter of my first employment is near and i.can’t.

I CAN’T WAIT!!!

i badly wanted to get my path this time and i want to be released from this so-called prison!

30-days service is not fun at all!

i think i’ll be the happiest unemployed to date. hehe.

and as usual, i’ll just think of the consequences later…

jeni \m/

between building atrophy…

RD

rest.day.

i know, i know…some may say blogs are for people who aren’t busy with their career lives. WELL?!

Well…that’s true. lol. the RJA songs keep repeating inside my head and i always feel the need to plug my earphones just to listen to Ronnie Winter’s voice! aaaarrrggghhh! i’m getting addictive, seriously. The Grim Goodbye with that fatal, signature, erotic scream of Ronnie’s

"i feel something deep inside me…i feel deep INSIIIDE!!!!!!!"

i just can’t stop playing it in my head. maybe, my music playlist is not broad enough that’s why i haven’t discovered other bands or vocalists who can do better than Red Jumpsuit but i don’t really care. They are awesome! God, what would i give to have them play here?!

shift please…

its funny, i’m learning to do something to increase my personal ‘asset’ (haha! don’t ask!). I’ve been reading a couple of articles of how to do it scientifically. I believe i will be able to do this but i know i’ll get to have a bleeding throat before achieving this! (that’s why i have to quit from call centers!). Goodluck to me.

first time readers, you’ll never get something substantial out of this blog.

these are:

thoughts

dreams

passions

non-sensical issues

from me.

jenny \m/

why fight when you can be bought?

passerby…

i rushed to the local computer shop when i read that faspitch has a new video out for DWELLER! With the sucky dial-up connection for my pc at home, i decided to go to the shop to have a faster access on youtube. the video was good but i feel like it did not compliment the concept of the song. Dweller is one of my favorite tracks from Futureofearrepair and the lyrics are incredibly sexy. Oh well…

Anothe crave that i keep playing in my head is this band called the Red Jumpsuit Apparatus. Apparently, people have mixed emotion regarding this band like, ‘are they for real?’ ‘they just sound like those regular emo bands out there’ ‘they’re too pop to be screamo’. I just roll my eyes. I loooooove them. Whatever genre people try to put them. I love them. What’s best about RJA is their song "The Grim Goodbye." God. That song is freaking awesome! Ronnie Winter’s vocal details are amazing, the whole band is amazing! That song is full of raw desperate emotion and i.love.it.

its kind of sad at home, so i just decided to go out. having a birthday in the middle of a ‘life-crisis’ is not really uplifting but thanks to the people who remembered anyway. I’m trying to straighten out my goals and try to quit smoking. my mom knew but that’s not the reason why i’m trying to quit. I’m in a very unhealthy industry where morals and sins does have a very thin line separating them and i have to quit from it as well. right now, i got RJA and the loads of jdoramas i bought to comfort me.

i’m trying an image shift as well…hahaha!

.whatever.

jenny \m/