its a flow…

i just arrived from work and i feel so str—-

wait…hold on… did i just say ‘work’?

yeah…its ‘work’… i feel so odd saying that word and what i am doing right now doesn’t feel like work, its more like studying.

i’m currently a trainee at IBM Daksh…voila!!! its a call center!

Ha.Ha.

you might be asking, where was your holy stance about not entering a call center until, your options run out? well, even before i can squeeze out my options i started my training here.

hmmm… i’m so bored with being a slacker, I want to retire from it. Then, i got depressed because i didn’t get the job that i wanted.

sigh…i’m feeling okay and doing okay with my present status right now.

i just want to gain confidence in this and avenge my identity once again because for some personal reasons and internal issues, i feel like i lost my identity these past few months.

ANYway, here i am…just going with the flow… i’ve disappointed some people and i’ve lost some aspects of my personality but if this industry can help me bring back what I’ve lost, then I can certainly learn to love this…

ciao!

jevay \m/